Tuesday, October 19, 2010

November is Novel Writing Month!

My husband sent me the link for this: http://www.nanowrimo.org/eng/whatisnano  so, I've decided, after much thought today, to take part in it.  I will get an outline done in the next week or so, and then commit to getting my first novel DONE.

I also need to cut the nails on my left hand so I can play guitar. They got in the way yesterday.

Today was a 'sick' day, so I slept most of the day...so haven't got any new art or ideas to share.  I woke up feeling really worthless and useless and self-pitying at about 3pm, but thankfully no longer in migraine hell.  I think this must be par for the course with illness.  I get frustrated by my limitations. I miss driving. I REALLY miss driving.  I can't handle this isolation and loneliness.  I can literally go all week without seeing or talking to another soul all day.  I wait for my husband and children to get home from their days at school and work and am met with "not much"; "I don't know" or "it was ok" when I ask about their days.  Doesn't really make for meaningful communication, ya know?  I can't do this much longer.  I can't live here much longer. I'm going mental.  This gorgeous place is for seniors, retiree's, vacationers and people that drive.